Well it wasnt but less than a week from when Avah came home from the hospital. She was in for 5 days with RSv and Pnemonia. Poor baby. She is doing much better and stronger again.
But I am back to my old tricks. Making and choosing to put others infront of whats most important. God and my family. After several aquard days I hoope its true in saying that I have learned my lesson, repent and move on. Oh Oh I hope so.
I will pray before opening my mouth and offering up my families time and energy. I will have my quiet time and not make it something I will do when I am exhausted, tired, frazeled and burnt out. Man thats bad, but its true.
Oh forgive me God and my family. I pray that I do better.
It will be uncomfortable to say the least but I will have to do it. So here goes a whole lot of No I am sorry I can't and not this time sorry.
Having faith that God will guide and show me the way. please dont let my words flow from my mouth but yours instead.
Quiet, listen, pray, listen.......
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Sometimes saying NO is the simplest and best way to protect your family. It's never easy, especially in a small community where all you have is your friends. I will pray for you for this - I've been there and have finally learned how to say NO.
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