PRE-DEPLOYMENT

Did you know the word "Pre-deployment" is not in the dictionary!
OH but it is so very real. Believe me, my sisters, we know...its real.
What is pre-deployment? If you look it up you will get a lot of pre-deployment check lists. make out your will, make sure your spouse has Power of attorney...and so much more...BUT what should our check list be as wives and moms...and how does life feel during Pre-deployment?

More to come......

Deployment..These are the days Of my life:

Deployment:To spread out strategically or in an extended front or line.
Hmmmm Dictionary meaning of deployment. Not what I consider its meaning to be....let me see. I would say Deployments meaning is this:
1. Separation of husband and wife for the meaning of new job location for a too long a period of time.
2. Husband is chosen or volunteers (for safety reasons) to travel across the world to do his military duties.
3. Sacrifice of Family time, Fathers time and physical existence with children.
4. A Job that is mandatory for the safety of our COUNTRY.
5. A lonely Wife who draws near to God and prays ferbisly, daily.
6. A time for friends to be like family to support and help said wife.
7. A time to grow in fellowship in Christ and to allow him to direct our paths.
8. When more than half your heart is gone, and you miss his hugs and support. But believe with all you have that it will be alright.

My children go to Public School.....

As Christian Brothers and Sisters there are many sterio types....I have been judged on sending my children to public school. This decision was not made lightly. It was actually 2 years of prayers, and seeking ALOT of counsel. GOD LED us to send our children to public school. WE OBEYED!
Matthew 6:33 But Seek first the Kingdom of God and his rightousness and all these things will be added to you.

My children go to public school....BUT my son (who is 5) has prayed with many of his friends the way to heaven
My children go to Public School....But my daughter prayers for those friends she struggles with and who hurt her feelings.
My children go to public school....BUT My daughter prays for her teachers.
My children go to Public School.....BUT Have Dozens of scriptures memorized and living in their heart.
My Children go to public School....BUT I found my son sitting quietly praying over his struggles.
You see My children do go to public school BUT they also Know the love of God. They know his word, His TRUTH!!
Even though they go to Public school they ARE able to love their God and honor him in all they do.
Deuteronomy 11:19
Teach them to your children, talking about them when you sit at home, and when you walk along the road , and when you lie down and when you get up.
You see I am Growing Fruit in My children , and that is truth and right...and that is well with my Soal.

Will I ever Learn

Well it wasnt but less than a week from when Avah came home from the hospital. She was in for 5 days with RSv and Pnemonia. Poor baby. She is doing much better and stronger again.
But I am back to my old tricks. Making and choosing to put others infront of whats most important. God and my family. After several aquard days I hoope its true in saying that I have learned my lesson, repent and move on. Oh Oh I hope so.
I will pray before opening my mouth and offering up my families time and energy. I will have my quiet time and not make it something I will do when I am exhausted, tired, frazeled and burnt out. Man thats bad, but its true.
Oh forgive me God and my family. I pray that I do better.
It will be uncomfortable to say the least but I will have to do it. So here goes a whole lot of No I am sorry I can't and not this time sorry.
Having faith that God will guide and show me the way. please dont let my words flow from my mouth but yours instead.

Quiet, listen, pray, listen.......